today

you know those days that just don't feel right? it allready started in the morning. fysics-exam was horrible! and the taught that my boyfriend wanted to knock some guy in the hospital because of my fault,didn't made things better. well,my fault... that's much to say, because actually it was his fault.  nobody treats the girlfriend of rintjo (my boyfriend) like a hoocker! but that's than for tomorow. i'll let it know if the guy is dead. so,after the exam (the final!!) i was first going to eat a bite with my girlfriends,and than to rintjo. stressy! first we lost half an houer with discussing if my tatoo (i tatood "fuck the system" in my leg myself,with a needle and inkt) was apropriat or not. wel,i'm SORRY succers,but it's TATTOOD and it's in my leg forever. omg what have i done? who knows i'm gonna be like a bussynesswoman later and i'll have to cover my leg FOR EVER!! but,anyway,we went to the snackbar. i wanted a sandwich. i wanted a goddamn sandwich! but than everybody comes with greasy french fries and dirty but o so tasty meat. ok, resistance away! i'm going to feel so sorry tomorow! but,anyway,than i needet to go. 
 i really wanted to put on my way too high heels to go 
my date with rintjo,but i would came back. with the high heels!
offcours,those shoes weren't really comfortable. i just came at gent south, and i allready had red spots on my feet
 because of those bloody shoes. well, there he was.
with... a girl? "this is vicky" ok, hi vicky. i hoped it wasn't the plan of walking around with her all afternoon? anyway, vicky was a really crazy,friendly,nice girl. and we just walking her home, and we go to his place. we just go there (no details on the afternoon, too personel ;)) and back. and by the time i get and gent-south again,my feet feel like they're trapped in a beartrap. on of those heavy things with spikes on it. just...a...little...ferder...to...home! aaauw! once home,,i'm glad i'm alone. i don't know why. it's just,i'm that kind of person,that needs silence in her head sometimes. to think. to concentrate. it felt.. so wrong in my head. like i forgot something. like there was something missing. but not company. no,like something that warned me that there was something huge and trethening was coming. well,anyway,the day is over. if something interresting happens,i'll let it know