if i look back at this day : i think : omg. i acted like an old woman today! and it's rintjo's fucking fault! offcours, we've been together today (he's really starting to get on my nerves again)
and first, we did the dishes together. not because i really had to, he just saw them lying there, andd he decided to do th fucking dishes! what is wrong with the guy? than, we went walking with my dog. well, RO-MAN-TIC but so old! why does he want "us" to be like an old couple? why can't we go to the city? make fun? WHY? than, a woman called about buying over my schoolbooks. i was thankfull to god (or satan) that i could have my hands to something else for a little while! he said he had to leave at 4 o'clock, but you know what? GREAT FUCKING NEWS! his mom said he could stay longer! than, my mom asked if he wanted to sip a cup of tea with her and my grandpa. and what does the guy say? yes. what kind of NORMAL 16-year old boy wants to sip a cup of tea with his girfriend's mom and grandpa? what kind of? well, mine, appearently. than, we went to my room. what did we do? we romanticly layed into eachothers arms. man, it's annoying me. you want to know what he said? "i'd like to do this, on an evening, together on the coutch, while we watch a romantic film under a warm blanket and eat chips and have something to drink." i taught i was going to puke. ok, it's not good if all a guy does is think about sex. but just a little is really welcome! i'm not ready to do those things yet!
i want to party, hang out, have sex. but not sit like an old married couple in front of the tv when we're home alone. i wanted to scream, i swear! and than, my mom invited him
to dinner. and what did he
say? you know what he said.
after that he helped cleaning up (surprise,surprise) i wanted him
out, really. but nooo, it took another houer to get him out. and than... my mom sais to him that he can come over tomorow. no. pleas NOOOOO! i love him, i do, but i'm going to puke him out if he's with me still this much! i swear! like the cheese! i don't think he understood my message. i don't know what to do. i'll tell you tomorow what happend. i think i'm going to give him a punch if he wants to kiss me. it's stronger than myself!
god help me...
dinsdag 3 juli 2007
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