turkey

there i go. leaving altin saray.the place i saw as a paradise first, the place where my paradise fell when i noticed my wishes are'nt so great if they come true. the place where i fell deadly in love, found friendship, happyness, frustrations and tears. no, my loyel readers. i found out that even on vacation life isn't a joke. i wrote a lot in turkey, and i'll puplish it all, with date with it. turkey was not how i expected it to be. i wanted it to be like egypt, but i found more dissapointments than my last vacation. at first, my blonde hair was-especially in the beginning- more a curse than a blessing. from the day i arrived, i got some special attention from the weithers. you know, i'm a teenage girl. i like attention. but too much is too much, and it isn't fun to be an object of their desires. allready the first night, one of them came to me to "make a date" at the swimmingpool, that night at eleven. i was just sitting there, not for him, with koen (such a long, beautiful story who that is) and he just came to me to ask if i wanted to come to his room and the guy just kissed me! i was in shock. but all of this and more story's, you'll read in the next few publications.