the lost cellphone

i had a quest today. offcourse, i didn't defeat dragons. i didn't fight wild horses, or angry pitbulls. tough i didn't do what a regular knight does every fucking day, i battled with something else. something called misery, depressivity,
sadness. not my own, the hole
where one of my very best friend fell in. it's not easy to pull her out, but i do. i allways do. because i know, she'd do it for me. the hole was there. it came as a black, deep nothing to me and i had to find a way out of there, together with her. she had so much to deal with, and what does she find out? her cellphone's gone. it's gone, nowhere to see. i even called it, but it was gone. she must have dropped it somewhere in the road there. everything felt a little like it went in a downwords spiral. deeper and deeper. i wanted to promiss her it would be allright, it would all be fine, but i couldn't do that. it wasn't going to be allright. i amn't allmighty, and if i was, i'd really make it better, but i couldn't. i was as powerfull as the rest of the world, and i couldn't do shit about it. so, we went looking. the ferther we walked trough the rain, the more useless i started to fell. untill i saw something shining under a car. i only had looked for a second, but i saw it shining. and guess what it was. the cellphone. after all the miserie there had been, after all the rain that had made us miserable, there was a little light to make us just a little bit more happy. for a little while, it seemed like it would all be ok. just what she needed.