my dirty little secret

last night, between panic and laughter, between the fear in our eyes and the fun in our voices, we ran, as hard as we could. we ran far away from the place we had a warm little piece of heaven. not because it wasn't heaven anymore, but because we had to go. and after we ran a lot, after we couldn't stop laughing anymore, i only felt this warm great love for him. like i could handle this confusing beautiful, allmost perfect moment only if he'd stay with me.  he just switched the place of the stars and the ground and back. and so we got as fast as possible away, only chased by the night, and an imaginary fear. a sweet, imaginary hunter. only hunting untill we got closer together, until we allmost became one. the rittm of his heartbeat, the sound of his steps. it all became intence like fire in our soul. things don't have to go like they allways do to be happy. to need nothing but you breath and your love. to forget about the world around you. x3